Less often now.
Rusty used to wake too.
For months, if a car slowed near the property after dark, he stood at the window.
Trauma isn’t cured by winning paperwork disputes.
The new cottage had detectors in every sensible location.
Exterior cameras.
Better defensible space.
Fire-resistant landscaping.
I told myself it was professional preparedness.
Some of it was fear.
That’s okay.
Fear can become useful if you design around it instead of letting it design your life.
I stayed.
That mattered more than pretending nothing affected me.
Karen wanted me gone.
Whether the fire was purely about property values, control, rage, or something uglier, the outcome she appeared to want was absence.
I stayed.
Not to spite her.
Because leaving would mean she decided where I lived.
No.
The property became peaceful again.
Children laughed down the road.
Someone played acoustic guitar on a porch.
Lawn colors varied.