We went to lunch while Sienna’s sister watched Oliver.
We walked.
We talked.
We avoided expensive restaurants at first because everything felt too symbolic.
One evening, Sienna said.
“You’re nicer now.”
I looked offended.
“I was nice before.”
“No.”
“You were efficient.”
That was brutal.
Also true.
PART 77
I had measured love through providing.
House.
Money.
Trips.
Security.
I thought if I built enough stability, emotional presence could wait.
Sienna wanted time.
Attention.
Boundaries with my mother.
Honest conversation.
I gave her financial planning.
No wonder she was lonely.