Six months after our divorce, a doctor called me and said, “Your son was born this morning.” I was stunned—I had no idea my ex-wife had been pregnant.

We went to lunch while Sienna’s sister watched Oliver.

We walked.

We talked.

We avoided expensive restaurants at first because everything felt too symbolic.

One evening, Sienna said.

“You’re nicer now.”

I looked offended.

“I was nice before.”

“No.”

“You were efficient.”

That was brutal.

Also true.

PART 77

I had measured love through providing.

House.

Money.

Trips.

Security.

I thought if I built enough stability, emotional presence could wait.

Sienna wanted time.

Attention.

Boundaries with my mother.

Honest conversation.

I gave her financial planning.

No wonder she was lonely.