“They were never a burden.”
“I understand.”
He continued.
“She created a separate compensation provision for you.”
“No.”
“Sharon—”
“No.”
I shook my head.
“I don’t want Melissa paying me for raising my own girls.”
Grace began crying again.
Mr. Feldman smiled gently.
“That isn’t how she described it.”
He slid a handwritten letter across the desk.
Melissa’s handwriting.
My breath caught.
I opened it.
Shar,
If you’re reading this, then something went wrong or the girls grew up and Feldman finally stopped obeying me.
Despite everything, I laughed.
Grace covered her mouth.
I continued.
First, don’t get dramatic. You know I hate when you get dramatic.
I laughed and cried at the same time.
Second, if you raised Lily and Grace, I know exactly what you told everyone—that they were never a burden.
I know.
But love still costs things.
It costs sleep.
It costs time.
It costs careers and vacations and quiet mornings and parts of yourself you never get back.
You would give those things without asking for repayment.
That is exactly why I want you to have something.
My vision blurred.
I kept reading.
Not because you were their guardian.
Because you were my sister.
Because if there was one person in this world I knew would choose my girls even when it hurt, it was you.
There is a separate trust.
I stopped.
“No.”
Grace squeezed my hand.
I continued.
Use it shamelessly.
Buy something impractical.
Travel.
Fall in love again if you want to.
That line broke me.
I covered my face.
Ben put his hand on my shoulder.
After a moment, I read the rest.
But if the person you fall in love with asks too many questions about money, kick him in the shin for me.
I laughed so hard I sobbed.
Mr. Feldman waited.
At the bottom, Melissa had written:
3W. Never let go.
Love,
Mel.
I looked at Mr. Feldman.
“How much?”
He turned another page.
$3.2 million.
I stared at it.
Then I thought of Nathan saying he would take my savings.
My “little consulting savings.”