Liam, the man I had been dating for eight months, the man who claimed to love my ‘grounded nature,’ chuckled. He was sprawled on a deck chair, his skin bronzed, his chest hair perfectly groomed. He took a sip of his imported beer, the bottle sweating in the heat.
“Mom, is just being particular,” he said, his voice carrying that lazy, frictionless cadence of someone who has never had to shout to be heard. “Elena is a guest.”
“Is she?” Richard chimed in. Liam’s father was a man composed entirely of red meat and blood pressure medication. He was struggling to light a cigar against the wind, his face puffing with exertion. “She looks like she’s here to refill the ice buckets. Which, by the way, are empty.”
He gestured vaguely at the silver bucket near my hip.
I stood perfectly still. The wind whipped my hair across my face, stinging my eyes, but I didn’t blink. I wasn’t angry. Anger is a volatile emotion; it burns hot and fast and leaves you with nothing but ash. No, I wasn’t angry. I was calculating.