I married a stranger from a hospital waiting room so he wouldn't di:e alone — after our one-week marriage, his lawyer handed me his backpack, saying, "He wanted you to know the truth."

I wore a yellow sweater. Bennett slipped a soda can pull tab onto my finger, because neither of us had thought to arrange a ring for a wedding that hadn't existed a week earlier.


For the next seven days, I stayed beside him nearly every hour I wasn't required elsewhere.

I held his hand through every difficult breath, through two frightening nights the nurses weren't sure he'd make it through, until his heart finally stopped on a quiet Tuesday morning with the window open and early light coming through the blinds.

Afterward, I sat alone in his empty room for a long time, trying to understand how someone I'd known for barely three weeks could leave such a painful silence behind.

I sat alone, trying to understand how someone I'd known for barely three weeks could leave such a painful silence behind.


Then an elderly man entered carrying a green backpack, worn soft at the seams like it had traveled a long way to reach me.