When I watched the footage without adrenaline.
I saw children running.
Parents scrambling.
A bull turning sharply when a balloon burst.
I realized how little difference there could have been between a story everyone laughed about and a tragedy nobody could undo.
That bothered me.
Still does.
People online called it perfect karma.
Karma is easier to celebrate when you are not responsible for what might have gone wrong.
I was.
That is why the gate today stays locked.
That is why visitors call first.
That is why livestock never becomes part of somebody’s punishment again.
Because protecting your boundaries does not mean abandoning judgment.
Sarah would have told me that before I ever opened the gate.
I wish I had listened to the version of her living in my memory sooner.
A few years after Willowbrook was built, the county repaved the road by my north fence.
The crew replaced an old roadside marker.
One worker asked whether I wanted my PRIVATE PROPERTY sign moved.
“No.”
“Want it bigger?”
I considered it.
“No.”
He looked surprised.
“Thought after everything you’d want a billboard.”
I smiled.